ST. LOUIS — For every time that Colby Rasmus is described as an exciting young talent or one of the National League's most promising young players — and rightly, it happens a lot — it seems that he's also called something like enigmatic or inscrutable.
At 23, Rasmus is a hard young man to figure. Asked about his interests, he ticks off a list of two: he likes to play baseball, and he likes to go home and play with his daughter. Yet on many occasions in his still short Major League career, it has appeared that he doesn't even especially enjoy playing ball.
He's aiming to fix that. Rasmus said recently that on too many occasions, the game had ceased to be enjoyable for him, so he's out to change his outlook. Rather than letting a bad at-bat or result bring him down, he's working to keep things in perspective more. He's trying hard to have more fun on the field, rather than worrying about people's perceptions of him.
"I've never really been myself out there on the field," he said. "So that's what I've been trying to do lately. Just be myself out there. I think that will carry over and make me a better player, instead of trying to be something I'm not."
For players with Rasmus' prodigious talent, the game can appear to be easy. They can receive the reputation as "gliders," players who don't go at full effort because they don't have to. Rasmus heard those descriptions, so he tried to make it clear they didn't apply to him. He fears it had the opposite effect.
"Last year I went through some struggles and this year, I'm seeing what I think that it might be," he said. "I get upset over some things that I can't control. Being out on the field, there's a lot of eyeballs on you out there. Especially being in center field. I think sometimes, in my head, I felt that acting like I was mad about it was the way to be — showing that I cared.
"But obviously that wasn't what people were seeing. People were thinking I was down, and not caring. So I think it was having the reverse effect to what I was thinking was happening. So that's why for me now, when I go out there, I try to think about when I played when I was younger. Just try to make the game fun like what I did back then."
It's not a secret that the 2009 season was a tough one for Rasmus. Some of his teammates in the outfield felt threatened by his arrival as a top prospect and wunderkind, and he wasn't always warmly received. The clubhouse is friendlier for him this year, but he lost a friend and supporter with the trade of Ryan Ludwick to the Padres.
So he's still trying to find his way, and he seems to have found an unlikely new ally.
After all, a first glance suggests that Rasmus and Brendan Ryan would be unlikely friends. Look a second, third and fourth time — and one probably would come away with the same impression. Rasmus is a man of few words, a soft-spoken Alabama native. Ryan is all energy, a non-stop talker, always on the move.
But he shared Rasmus' challenge: how not to let the challenges of a Major League season get him too down. So they started to help each other out.
"I've been frustrated for most of the season," Ryan said. "Things were going well, then a bump in the road, and he can see how frustrated I was getting. So we started getting real positive with each other, and just finding ways to not beat ourselves up so much. I felt like maybe this was a huge step forward for him. I think he's just taken a real positive spin and found the fun things in the daily routine and held onto them."
Lately they've both had more to smile about. The two up-the-middle youngsters are playing more and playing better lately, helping spark a St. Louis offense that needs the help. Rasmus is 11-for-29 with four extra-base hits and three walks in his past eight games. The new outlook surely isn't the only factor — Rasmus has shown himself to be a streaky player in his two big league seasons. But it can't be hurting.
"I'm just going to go out there and try to relax and not put any pressure on myself," he said. "Just play the game and have fun. As everybody can see, me going out there and not having fun and putting pressure on myself isn't helping. I don't play good. So I'm just going to try to be relaxed and play like I'm in a Little League again. Have fun and let it all hang out on the field."
